I'm currently in the backseat of my friend's car and my mind is racing. For a moment, I did wonder if I was making the right choices. Now I have no doubt that this is the path I must take. Though I know mostly hardship awaits, I can see the beauty of my life starting to ignite from more of a spark. There is nothing fake here, nothing put forward to appease others. This is Ben. This is Raw. I an thankful for my friends and support, and I hope they all stick with me and are patient with me as I do what I must - chase a dream. Writing is what I know, understand, and love. I've wanted to write a book for forever. So I'm finishing it. I'm doing it. No fear of failure. No fear of rejection. No fear.