I wonder, at times, if I'm wasting my time chasing my dream. I can't seem to take off. Or even fuel up. However you want to word it. I tried listening to other people. To do it their way. But I have fallen short. Is this it? Is this the time to go all in, balls to the wall, and chase it with a fervor I have yet to ever show? I am weary... God, help me press on one more time. I can make it. I have to.